Humility. There is no greater joy than to be silent and humble.
I can only recommend you try it, however unlikely it seems. Even just for a few minutes a day. Longer, if you feel for it.
There has to be a reason why spiritual practitioners of all religions, have used this simple posture as a gesture to themselves and others, of gratitude and humility.
Bow your head, and say thank you.
It's a beautiful thing, and it's enough.