I thought I was a painter,
but I am not.
I thought I was a photographer,
but I am not.
I thought I was a writer,
but I am not.
I thought I was a minimalist,
but I am not.
I thought I was a meditator,
but I am not.
I thought I was a meditation teacher,
but I am not.
I thought I was a Zen teacher,
but I am not.
I thought I was seeking enlightenment,
but I am not.
I thought I was awake,
but I am not.
What I can think,
I am not.
What I am,
I cannot possibly imagine.